I remember there was a time, not very long ago,

I had a list, there was a grey circle in it, and just one. Then I used to stare at it till it turns to green.

There was a green little cute fluffy monster in it with big blue eyes, smiling at me. I used to see it now for more than 2 years, I was tidying here, I remembered I haven’t seen the green monster for a long time. So I miss it, believe me.

I want to turn back the time, for my days of desire and fever. For the blue eyes and green skin, but I can’t and the little monster is gone.